Miracles are great! In case you ever wondered. I finally received
my flight itinerary in the mail this week. That was a hard day. I
thought I would be able to handle all this coming home junk. It
immobilized me for a good hour or so, so I called President and just
said "Hey, I did not think this would happen, but it is, any advice?" He
said something I did not expect, and something I completely expected.
He said: "Elder Burnham it's coming, and you know it. If I knew how to
prevent or fix these feelings it would have been done and you would be
all happy and baptizing someone right now. It is natural and you just
need to take some time to commune with your Father and work this out.
Remember that working hard to the very end is the best and I know you
will do it, so do it!" It was a very short phone call, it was all I
needed. Just hearing the confidence of my President in me gave me the
strength to get up and work. The rest of that day was amazing! We gave a
few blessings and had a great correlation for Post. Since then, I have
been happy and have accepted the inevitable. I am happy to come home. I
am satisfied and fulfilled! I have no regrets! I am proud, and have
received the assurance that God is proud as well!
We had another baptism on post this Sunday.
He had been coming for 5 or so weeks, and he came up to me before
Sacrament meeting started and told me he is ready to commit himself to
God and be baptized. It was awesome! I also was able to invite two other
soldiers that I have been working with to the baptism and they are
praying for baptism this Sunday.
I have been praying more earnestly than ever for these two soldiers. I
feel a very odd connection to them. They are both women, and from
completely different backgrounds. One is Sis. Ray 20 yrs old, from
Georgia, married, a Jehovah's Witness, and has been homeless for most of
her life, and joined the army. The other is Sis. Riebe she is 18 from
Wisconsin, Catholic (but hates the Catholic church), lived in Spain for 2
years as a nanny, and joined the army reserve. All I know is I have
truly come to see them as my sisters and I have this burning desire to
help them to those waters. They Graduate this next Friday, so this Sunday
is their last. I have been praying so hard that they receive the
witness and then ACT! I know it may be more of "my will not thine" but I
know it can happen. I know God wants it to happen. I wont give up on
them!
This Saturday
Jesse, a man we have been working with since I got here, will be
baptized. He has elected me to perform the baptism and Elder Bueno to
confirm. It will be an amazing day! I'm super excited!
We have interviews today with President, I'm a little
nervous/excited to see what the final interview will be like. Unless he
interviews us in the Mission home one last time. I don't know. I had a
bunch of questions for him, but I felt the prompting of the Spirit to
throw them all out and accept all counsel and to only ask what I am
prompted to ask.
Today is going to be a good day! I love you! I hope your day goes just as well!
NEVER a Second Wasted,
Elder Ryan Burnham